It has been almost one week now. My wife has taken pregnancy tests, 3 times, all turned out positive. She insisted to see the doctor first, before we can be 100% sure if she is pregnant or not. But I couldn't help but think, am I ready to be a parent? Will I be a good father? I, myself, never think that I've had a good role model of my father. But all in all, he is a good man, and that's what he is. In a way, I feel that I am in a dark room without any direction right now. ... A few days ago I re-watched The Godfather movie, and this quote just sticks to my head as ever: "A man who doesn't spend his time with his family can never be a real man." My wife has been experiencing "sickness" daily now, and it pains me to see her this way. Since we were together, I told myself that I would never, ever, think of doing something that ultimately will make her sick this way. It saddens me deeply. Meanwhile, best I could do right now is writing what I feel abo...